I am having a very bad time of things. First, I am having trouble with my freinds. Just about everyone I could've confided in is drifting so it's becoming, increasingly, just me and God. Second: girl trouble. I am always having some kind of girl trouble and now is no exception. Third, my dear old dad took it upon himself to download a new security program on my computer and it now freezes everytime I turn it on( I am using my mother's computer right now) Now, on a not neccessarily happier but at least different note, I do not like the names of my IM screenname or my xanga. If you can suggest any new and better ones I might love you forever. You all ought to know me to some extent by now, but if it helps, here are some soulless descriptions: I am a christian. My name is Jonathan M. Smith. Whenever I am lucky enough to get anything published it is under J Marshall Smith, as I like the sound of it better. I play guitar, harmonica, and I am learning mandoline. I think mandoline is an incredibly sexy little instrument. I love reading but never seem to find the time to do it. The same goes for cooking. I love music, but I have a particular passion for indie and folk music. I care deeply, about the environment, and I try to care more deeply about the poor and sick. I love to feel. Physical contact seems to be important to me. People say, I am a very talented artist, but I don't really know about that. I hate writing about myself. So I will stop. Now. | 
